What’s going on?

Chaos is the answer. 

Its been there since the beginning of time, but off  late its been dancing around with some nonsensical catchy song, and it just refuses to leave. Chaos happens when you order 1 plate of Biriyani and the restaurent sends you 8 plates. When you get blisters from water hitting your finger, or when you tumble down a cliff after getting stuck in tree. Chaos happens when you fall up the stairs and the whole world explodes in your head. When you don't know where you are going or what's coming at you. It's not as fancy as Alice falling down some random hole into wonderland. Its like being in a dark hole struggling to make sense of it all. Its about hoping to find the right answers and asking the right questions. 

All I have learnt of hell is that it never leaves you, the only thing you can do is carry a piece of heaven within you.